REALITY WAS NOT REALLY SO BAD!!

I was tired and frustrated that day all I wanted was to hear U r voice. I called U up to just learn that the best person of my life can change every bad mood in my life. I always preferred the day to end hearing the favorite voice of my life and so I called u up at around 11:30 P.M. As usual U were busy and when I asked something, U started being rude. I also got psyched and we fought, there were memories of those fights which never made any difference to our relationship, As usual I would say more because I felt I loved U more and U would argue. The fights ended lousily but at the end there was always "I LOVE U" before hanging up. That day also it was the same.Lying over the bed soon i was sailing in my dreams, There were nightmares as usual but there was particular thought very special which pushed all the nightmares away.It goes like this..

I was on a stretcher and the ambulance alarm was ringing loudly, first I thought it was only me, but later I got to know it was even U, we both were in general ward where I'm in hypothetical coma and U have fractures but aware and awake. It had been 3 days I had not woken up, Suddenly I hear U r voice, U singing U r favorite song "I CAN BE UR HERO"-Enrique, I just came out of coma at that moment because I heard my favorite voice. Although all others had tried talking to me in my coma , I had not woken up. It was you who could always speak to me even in my sub conscious level, deep inside I knew I always loved you. I opened my eyes. When mind n heart had joined i realized what had happen. I had been crossing the road to reach you to the other side and you were across the lot watching something elsewhere and a lorry loosing control had been drifting towards you , I ran like a heroine pushed you and myself away, you skidded towards the footpath , I holding you was hit by a big sharp stone. Then world kept spinning. Now you were still singing and I had woken up. U r parents were there and mine too, But you never cared for all that , just let everybody be. Holding my hands you said "THANK U FOR EVERYTHING" we stared at each other for around 10 minutes, world was lost. my heartbeat raised and I knew I was loosing U that moment and It was a final goodbye. U had just got up gave my best favorite smile and walked away with U r fiancee. I was like always empty and helpless. I very well knew we both had chosen to separate and I had to live with it. Only that I had to be the first one to loose U , while you could move on holding hands with her. life had to move on!!!!....
I woke up from my sleep next morning to find a sweet happy sms from U and an "I LOVE U" at the end. of course REALITY WAS NOT REALLY SO BAD!!